Soundaltar - Plug (feat. Mary Lee Cook) Lyrics

Writing little notes to yourself to keep you sane
Things like good lines for suicide notes that you can just throw away
But if I do actually kill myself what will my note say?
There's too much thought in my head to funnel and explain

How can I survive if I can't even get out of this maze?
Will the suffering end soon or will I never make amends for the past words said
And the past actions not taken while depression slowly creeps through my body
And out my mouth into the words you hear now?
I can't trap my sadness in a cage
I can't feel anything

How do you describe being unplugged from an outlet that was never installed?
It raining with no roof and no house and no walls?
Maybe something that's never been put together coming apart?
Or maybe failing organs that never stop the heart?
The scorned wrong writing that won't ever fully erase?
Will all my vain attempts be scrawled across the page?
Or will the words that overlap be whittled to one phrase?

The disconnect
The disconnect
The disconnect
The disconnect
The disconnect
The disconnect
The disconnect
The disconnect
The disconnect
The disconnect
The disconnect
The disconnect
The disconnect
The disconnect
The disconnect