This not me, my mind just speaking
And this not me, my conscious leaving
And this not the world that they had showed us
Just start from the bottom and wait for the glow up
Sorry not sorry, that's just how it is
Take a deep dive in my life, see how it is
People in my corner, I don't give a-
(Woah)
They think my life's interesting, I doubt it is (Huh, woah)
In too deep in this life stuff, I can't find nun'
Until my phone start ringing
The answers right in front of me, what was I thinking?
Until I grab my answer, realize that it wasn't that freeing
I'm free falling, oh
I can't stop it, no
Take off, rocket
And still land in my problems
This not me, my mind just speaking
And this not me, my conscious leaving
And this not the world that they had showed us
Just start from the bottom and wait for the glow up
Wait for the glow up to see that you're there
And no-one's with you
So why would I care?
Now you gotta find someone to stay by your side
Someone that'll tell you it's alright
Sometimes it's alright if your losing motivation
And sometimes, you feel some way but don't know how to say it
I know I
See my life before me getting burned with both eyes
So why?
Why work if I know one day I'll die
And all my memories will go and fly
And I'll never see the people left behind
And if they ever think of me, they're bound to cry
I don't wanna leave 'em with that sadness that I'm right now feeling
I wanna leave an impact on the world, so before I die, Ima blow my dreams to the ceiling
This not me, my mind just speaking
And this not me, my conscious leaving
And this not the world that they had showed us
Just start from the bottom and wait for the glow up
This not me, my mind's eye peeking
Buckle up, it's gon' be a long drive, weekend
This not me, my mind just leaving
There's still a lot to do before my conscious leaves me