She walked out that moment was so painful
And I don't understand why we just let go
I wish that it all was still simple
Where did we go?
I don't wanna
Three months since we ended this discussion
And I don't wanna act like we were nothing
Three months and I feel that I have lost myself
I don't feel the same and I could use some help
Tripping over nothing, I been angry lately
You know I'm not the type to let small things enrage me
You changed me for the better, influence amazing
So honestly I hope you're loving more of yourself
I been lost in a daze
Lost count of our days
Just tryna find a sun ray
I been stuck in my ways
Hope it's all just a phase
Knowing I'll be okay
Don't know who I am anymore
Got so absorbed in us, no before
Tryna meditate, tryna find my core
But I'm outta sync, don't link like before
We might've found love and it might've been tough
But it's worth all the tears and the tense bouts
Every time you see me broke down
Can't process all the care from the last round
See how you loved me slowly
Flowed right through me
Saw right to me
Even in times of doubt
You would not let out
I'll always love you
Stop the clock
Stop the rock
Tired of this unknown
I wanna go home
Please stop
Can't handle the shock
I just wanna go back to when I could find my way to you
I don't really know where to go from here
You're not here and I'm losing myself
If I'm being honest
I never thought we end like this
And now I see that I need some help
Maybe if I wasn't always guarded
But you would always tell me I was too far gone
I guess if we can't be all in
Then honestly I hope you're loving more of yourself
Three months since we ended this discussion
And I don't wanna act like we were nothing
Three months and I feel that I have lost myself
I don't feel the same and I could use some help
Tripping over nothing, I been angry lately
You know I'm not the type to let small things enrage me
You changed me for the better, influence amazing
So honestly I hope you're loving more of yourself
I thought it would help
Two step, one step
Losing myself
Numb to the pain I felt, regret
Insomniac dreams so vivid, ain't slept
I might waste some time, it's a bet
I don't like FaceTime, my mind set
I just want your shine here, upset
I'm tryna be open so I'll just let
Days with you, I miss those
Nights like these, I don't like those
I don't understand why my heart froze
Ain't it funny how life goes?
You know I just wanna grow
I'm not tryna lose your flow
'Cause we could be so much more
But what are we better for?