Sad Boy (feat. penumbra) Video (MV)

I was in the dark
'til I caught a spark
Iris looking Midas
Got a mighty big heart now
You couldn't comprehend
All the places I been
Get a glimpse into my gold
Bark bark now
Dogs bite rough
And my fit tough
Sad boy beaming
And my team looking right now
Big bag deeper than the ocean
In tune with my emotions
And you couldn't get a grip, wow
I been in my feels but I had to cut it out for a minute
Get my confidence back, yuh
Tripping over love, that's a valid concern
But I'm bound to discern and get right back
Tweaking over nothing tryna find meaning
The message sold separate, tryna reach reason
Most things cure that's where I'm leaning
With a life so pure why we keep feigning?
I've been stressing cause my mind doing light treason
Not the foolish type but frequently the feels seepin'
Took a mighty long time now I'm releasing
The real method to the madness is a mountain mount a
Pushing on this boulder
While this world is getting colder
Imma make it by the summer if I push with all my power
Imma wake up in the Beemer warping through the cosmic reef
And there ain't nothing that can stop me from the things that I believe in
I got paramours for seasons
I got pressure through the ceiling
I got 99 lives
Wasting all 'em on achievements
Like is this really life
'Cause the sea is always greener
Imma push it to the summit
While I push away these demons
Watch 'em dance dance dance dance dance
On periphery
Honestly
Really you
Got to be
Kidding me
I hope the sun breaks through to vanquish all these enemies
The rain been throwing tantrums and sapping all my energy
Yeah I might be sad a lot but I forgot
That momma always showed me how to contemplate a conscious state
Mm, yeah, go be great, walk with faith, meditate
And wash away the negative with affirmation
God given, endless flow of energy
I'm living how I'm posed to be so what you think you're telling me?
I know that every space is a season when eternity is greeting
Couldn't care less if time fleeting
I was being scorched in the core of this heavy dirty world til I muscled through the magma
You could never flip a retort that go hard as the sort of concrete that I been bustin' up
I was in my feels for a while 'til I stoked up the fire that'll launch me to the great beyond
See my sillhouette through the flames
I been workin all day
My skin alone could burn the rain
I was in the dark
'til I caught a spark
Iris looking Midas
Got a mighty big heart now
You couldn't comprehend
All the places I been
Get a glimpse into my gold
Bark bark now
Dogs bite rough
And my fit tough
Sad boy beaming
And my team looking right now
Big bag deeper than the ocean
In tune with my emotions
And you couldn't get a grip, wow