Want to Not Want Video (MV)

Act your age
Pretend that there's no cause for alarm
At 28 stop making friends
You had ambition. Man, you tried
The thing that lifts you up will also bring you down
You've got to want to not want
You've got to want to not want
The context changes, but the pattern never does
You've got to want to not want
You've got to want to not want
You want the ride to stop, get off, collect the siren's song, but you can't
It's not easy. It's not

Shave your head and then you talk less if you want
Anticipate current events on the black screen that you watch
Dark thoughts keep flickering, reflecting off the walls
You've got to want to not want
You've got to want to not want
The contest ended, but the conscious mind won't pause
You've got to want to not want
You've got to want to not want
You've got to want to not want
You've got to want to not want
But you can't
It's not easy
It's not easy

It's not easy