The Spades - One of One Lyrics

I be thinking that you'll deadass be the one
Is it really you or it is company I want
Cause I be sitting late night missing on your touch
But deep down I know you'll never give a f*ck
Ya deep I know you'll never give a f*ck
But still you want the trust
I can not trust in us
I'll still be sitting late night missing on your touch
But as far has I go, I don't wanna love
This as far as I go bae
Don't wanna give up my control bae
Don't wanna give it all to you
Don't wanna give up my time it's truth
Tryna fix all of your past issues
Tryna do things only you can do
I shouldn't have to trick for you to love same
I shouldnt have to change for you to wanna stay
Shouldn't have to put in pain to find out your the bane
This ain't love, this aint fake, so then who's to blame
Mayback tryna drive far
She in the bed questioning what we are
She in her head tryna reach for the stars
I'm in my head finding ways to depart
I be thinking that you'll deadass be the one
Is it really you or it is company I want
Cause I be sitting late night missing on your touch
But deep down I know you'll never give a f*ck
Ya deep I know you'll never give a f*ck
But still you want the trust
I can not trust in us
I'll still be sitting late night missing on your touch
This as far has I go, I don't wanna love