Speakeazy - For Myself Lyrics

Aye, no one really listening to what you say
You ain't spitting facts, you ain't ever been woke
You ain't gettin' stacks, you just sitting lookin' broke
Man, I swear every time that you talk you choke
On them words of hypocrisy
Take your shit serious but it's lookin' like a comedy
Now you gettin' nervous 'cause I'm hitting that psychology
No hard feelings buddy, this is that biology
Survival of the fittest
You're non-existent
I've been piquing interest killing off the moronity
Got the hooks, beats, and raps, generational anomaly
F*ck the modesty, I'm sounding like Russ
Where's the hate for him coming from
Imagine after ten years, you're finally coming up
Your family, your friends, ain't nobody give a f*ck until now
Now everyone is hating 'cause you did it by yourself
And yellin' to the mountain tops while you're counting the cash
He ain't cocky, he just never let go of the past
Well I can't say I haven't done the same
I beg her back thinking she's the one again
But can you blame me
Being alone it drive me crazy
Blowing smoke, it's getting hazy
Heading home, it's getting late

I don't need nobody else, I do it by myself
I just need God and a little bit of wealth
Maybe it's a sign that I'm popping off the shelves
I don't need nobody, I do it by myself
I just do it for myself, I do it for myself, do it for myself, yeah
I just do it for myself, do it for myself, I just do it for myself, yeah

And that's the reason I don't leave the house
I gotta get this for myself and my blood
My momma and my pops done worked too much for me to be a nobody
Tryna be the somebody that'll feed the whole family
But this rap shit honestly it'll drive me to insanity
The asian kid with bars, the second version of Linsanity
My humanity is getting thin
The world is so f*cked up and it's coming from within
See these people want to hold on to these unborn kids
But don't bat an eye to ICE 'cause it's just a bunch of sp**s
Well f*ck that energy
I don't know what's gotten into me but I'm tryin to let you see who the enemy is
See the police have been killing but the sentiment is
"Oh he's robbed a store before," or "that guy was a pedophile"
But when a white kid kills 20 what are you saying now
It's mental issues when a white kid does it
But when a man tryna feed his family is killed you don't give a f*ck, it's disgusting I can't stomach it

I don't need nobody else, I do it by myself
I just need God and a little bit of wealth
Maybe it's a sign that I'm popping off the shelves
I don't need nobody, I do it by myself
I just do it for myself, I do it for myself, do it for myself, yeah
I just do it for myself, do it for myself, I just do it for myself, yeah

I don't wanna be alive, no
I don't wanna be alive so I smoke to kill the pain
So I smoke until I die, yuh
'Til I die, yuh, smoke until I die, 'til I die, 'til I die, yuh
I don't wanna, I don't wanna, I don't wanna
It's all about "I don't wanna do this"
It's all about "I don't wanna do that"
'Cause I don't really know what I need
So I just medicate 'til I'm bleeding from the inside
Adamant about my ending
Nothing you could tell me
Nothing you could sell me
Not an idea, not a dream
'Cause I've been tearing at the seams
Everything is not what it seems
Everything is not what it seems
Everything is not what it seems
Everything is not what it seems