Intro Video (MV)

Yeah
I've been out here making new hits
Aye, They don't know
They don't know what I've been doing
Aye, I've been out here making music
They don't know
Lots of people ask me where I've been
I've been hiding in the dark making new hits
Not the type of person spending thousands on a new fit or some new kicks
Investing time and money on this movement
Didn't think I'd find out about your comments
I don't need your two cents
I'm just here to make moves and make improvements
MusicThatMatters what I'm really doing
Got it on a shirt, okay
Now we really moving
Now we really moving
Guarantee you once the record drops people gonna want more
They've been craving this more than anything
'16, was a flop
'17, a little better
'18, lost myself
'19, now I'm getting better
I know I got problems
I know you got problems
I don't ask for help
I just tell myself to "get myself together"
Bet that you relate
You don't like how real I keep it get yourself some headphones
Listen to something better, please don't write me letters
Telling me my bars are getting clever
I'm sorry didn't mean to get so negative
This year I'm working on being more, less of a pessimist
Trying to learn to be myself
Even though I'm scared of people thinking of me so negative
Yeah, working on myself
Girl told me to do more things in private
Show the world too much
It's why everybody riots
I don't like change but I encourage you to try it
Gaining self love is something that I'm fighting
But we'll leave that for another song
I just want to be hype now
Let the fans know what we working on
Now they really hype now
People from my past that want to be tight now
Aye, aye
Ain't that funny how that works
Tables turned
Used to be the one they picked on
Now I'm making moves I know it hurts
People didn't think I noticed they were lurking
Waiting on something bad to happen
Just to start their laughing
Then they see me moving then they start to panic
Sad how people want to see you bleed
They don't want to see you happy
I despise you people don't get close to me
This the life I chose to see
This the man I chose to be
Always at it with some work
Call me "Mr.Beast"
Writing late night to these beats
Making sure I bring the heat
Making sure I stay on beat
Making sure these songs make you want to jump out of your seat
Kind of like it being self employed
Didn't like your rules so I had to make my own
I'm just flexing
Out of nowhere got me in the zone
I just purchased my own store
I'm just independent hope you got the message
I got people that depend on me
Now I'm really stressing
Thought that, that would stop me
I just keep progressing keep it all inside till I hit the session
That's where I let it go and show you all my perspective
I feel like I'm stuck inside this perception
Call me NF since I feel like I'm stuck inside my cell trynna find perfection
Stuck inside my thoughts
I just want relief
I just want release
As you see
I'm still not happy with myself
And that's what I'm searching for
The old me that told me I was worth something
That second verse was a representation of how my mind works
I try to be happy and flex but still
Then my mind goes off and takes a different route
Voices in my head telling me things that don't allow me to be happy
And that change I'm searching for
But change dosen't happen over/night so don't come up to me and say
"Oh I though you were changing?"
Because smokers don't quit smoking the next day
It takes time and patience
And that's what I'm hoping you guys will have with me
Yeah I'm not happy but I know one day that I will be
Got an awesome girl
God I love her soul
God always keep her near me
Yeah I want to build a fan base that I know will feel me
Will forever keep on writing music that I know are real things
Not the best at making music but
I know one day that I will be...