SpecialFeature - REMINISCING Lyrics

Yeah, always tend to hold back But you already know that
I've been thinking bout' us lately That I had to write a whole track
Gimmie' a couple seconds Yeah, we hopping on our call
I'm just looking"Where my phone at"?
Sitting on the phone Make the battery start to go bad
Feeling like it don't last Started at 100
Now we talking till the phones black Wishing we could go back
Wishing for at least another moment Preferably without it being stolen
Yeah, missing all those cold days Missing all those old days
Going through my old phase Going through my old ways
Mind been running through the whole place Reminiscing every single day and moment
Getting hard to focus Really can't control this
Flowing like the ocean Thinking about the moments
Sittin' on the call even when though I'm with homies
Cause' every single place I'm at I gotta' be with you or I gotta' think of you
Yeah"remember on that late night?" Driving down the city
Drinking boba on that same night These were all some great vibes
These were all some great times Said I'd take you drifting
Yeah, we didn't even think twice
Bond began to feel right Bond began to feel tight
That's just how is when you hanging with your best friend
Moments never endless Moments never scentless
Usually relentless for you I can address this
Reminisce the moments
Trying hard to focus
I'm just flowing like the ocean I cannot control this
Yeah, Thinking bout' you some way thinking bout' you some how
But I know everything's gonna' be alright
Passing out on nights Where you know that we were angry
Saying you would hate me Wishing you can change me
Haven't been me lately I know I tend to hurt you
And I'm really hard to deal with Really hard to be with
For many different reasons Please just give it time
We just through a season Baby just believe it
Cause' I can guarantee this I'm hoping on my flight
Yeah, soon I'll get to see you And seeing where we'll flee to Cause' honestly I need you
And I could never leave you Wanna' set some plans
With some places we can eat at
Go and get drinks, Yeah? Get that pretty necklace
It's your birthday Common' You can't afford to be mad
Where your smiling teeth at? Cause nothing ever beats that
Where's that person that I met? Cause she's the one I need back
Bout' to fall and relapse Hate the way I react
Need to learn to relax Told you that I love you
And I mean that
Reminisce the moments Trying hard to focus
Flowing like the ocean I cannot control this
Thinking about you some way Think about you some how
Making me all proud now Standing on your high ground
If I told you that I love you and I care then I mean it
I can guarantee this I'm sorry if I've hurt you
Girl you know that I've been grievin' I never planned you leavin
Now I'm taking time to Find the answers
Trynna' process all that hurt And moving forward
Trynna' let go of those feelings Looking for those answers
Trynna' process all these meanings Trynna' process all I'm hearing
Moving on and started healing But my pride just came in jeering
Cause, yes I miss the times we had And yes I miss the bond we had
Yes, I miss the plans we had
Now, you got me reminiscing Thinking bout the past
Yeah please not this again Where I'm thinking bout' our laughs
Where I'm thinking bout the moments that were planed but never had Cause' I'm finally moving on
Even though it's not with you And I finally learned to love
Even though it's not for you But I swear that's not a shot I just say it cause it's true
I just say it cause I grew Cause' I finally came to terms
With the outcome and the truth But I hope and wish you well
Yeah I hope you're being safe And I hope you meet your goals
And I hope you find your way Even though I said some words
That I wish I didn't say Which I know is odd to hear
Cause' my character has changed Cause' now I'm getting older
Meaning mindset in a better place Meaning, finally Took the time to heal and learned to mediate
Reflecting on my doings cause I know that I've
Wrong
Finally started learning
Even though it took me long
Being blunt and honest took me years to write this song
But I finally mean the words I wrote
And I promise that it's true
Cause' I finally learned to love
Even though it's not towards you