Spendthrift - Glass Canvas Lyrics

I don't want to do this, I am thinking
(I don't want to do this)
Like a child, I am speaking
To no one, spitting words out like dirt
(I don't want to do this)
In the morning I'm a corpse
Draft my emails to the corporation
(I don't want to do this)
"You're saving my life every day, God bless you"
There's no way out for cowards
(I don't want to do this)
Suicide is embarrassing
The whole town at your door
(I don't want to do this)
"Come back David we need you"
I just needed more money
(I don't want to do this)
More time, more love
All my desires are so poorly drawn now
(I don't want to do this)

I don't want to die
(I don't want to do this anymore)