I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss you
Bet you was lying when you said I was the issue
Next to her magazines is where she keeps her tissues
In due time I'ma be in most of those issues
I always knew my worth even through the thick and thin
But most nights I question whether I am really him
Whether I am really great, how long can I f*cking wait
Cos I'm so tired and I don't wanna have to wait up
Some mornings I don't even really wanna wake up
Never could not create love instead I like to make love
In hopes of trynna make up for all those times they turned me down
But now she wanna make up
Don't ask me to turn it down
I am only turning up
Still feel like I'm 21
Shame I missed out on the club
Homies still puff hella loud
I need double double cups
Sip it till my vision sucks
Question should I give it up
Whoa
I'd be lying if I said you were the only one
L stands for lonely she know this is only lust
Repercussions of being told you're not good enough
Invites me over then tells me that I don't come enough
Don't ruin the moment just wanna cuddle up
Know she ain't lying when she tells me that I'm coming up
Or when she says she's coming too
SMS out of the blue
Baby are you coming through
I'm trying not to
I, Told you that we'd be better off as friends
Cannot imagine the hurt that went through your head
She started selling naked photos on her bed
No pregnancy but I'm trying to make amends with you
Going home early girl that's not what dancers do
Save the star sign cos I know you're a cancer too
They don't wanna play for keeps okay don't play with me
Cos since 2019 I've been cooking up waiting patiently
Lost two friends in 2 years that had caused some pain for me
I'm numb with a cold heart but I still feel the painfully
They said there's nothing that some pain stop can't stop
Straight cap cos the pain still ain't stopped
Disappointment when I'm talking to the glass wall
And I don't need a spliff to show them I am that raw
I'd be lying if I said you were the only one
L stands for lonely she know this is only lust
Repercussions of being told you're not good enough
Invites me over then tells me that I don't come enough
Don't ruin the moment just wanna cuddle up
Know she ain't lying when she tells me that I'm coming up
Or when she says she's coming too
SMS out of the blue
Baby are you coming through
I'm trying not to