Frozen in Time Video (MV)

I don't understand
Just why I had to go and
Screw up the master plan
Everything seemed so clear
Now a year has come and gone
And I'm still sitting here
I was focused on a dream
Worked so hard every night and day
Too many dark hearts at play
Stumbling, tired and confused
This is what I call myself
What more is there to loose?
Standing up after the crash
It's hard, so hard to get back
Leaves keep fallin', birds callin'
World keeps spinning round and round
But I sit here frozen in time
The rest of the world keeps flying by
Wind keeps blowin', rain falls
The world's too loud to hear my call s
Gotta keep pushing, find my time
Walk towards the bright line
Wake up, gotta wake up
Glad I opened up my eyes
Stopped telling all these lies
Change is all I feel
Longtime overdue now
But change is never free
It took me by surprise
Now that I have paid the price
What more is left of me?
I abandoned the beaten path
I see the horizon now
Fighting my way back
Don't watch me go away
Don't watch me fall
I've got another way
To make it back
Leaves keep fallin', birds callin'
The world keeps spinning round and round
But I sit here frozen in time
The rest of the world keeps flying by
Winds keeps blowin', rain still falls
The world's too loud to hear my calls
Gotta keep pushing, find my time
Walk towards the bright line