Why'd I leave the second time?
We both knew, so why didn't I say something?
I tell the story over again
In my head
Everyone else had seen it
So why didn't I take their advice?
I know that I've been like a brick wall
And messages don't get past the front of me
Closed eyes, looking down
You can't tell, 'cause I built up the field again
Any direction I turn to, you won't know
'Cause I hide myself in plain sight
There's no reasonable explanation to tell you why this is
But I think I've held it in too long
So I've resorted to keeping it to myself
So I'll never tell you, not in a million years
In the wintertime
I'll think of you
In the springtime
I'll dream about you
In the summertime
I'll obsess over you
And with the changing of the leaves I'll finally give up on you