SRM.. - Lofi-Blues Lyrics

Since a youngin I been in the cold
And it made me learn how to move alone
Only up to see the faces I remember doe
Only runnin' to you when you don't remember
All the shit that I did for you
Live for you, won't let me into you so cynical
Said I just want the truth you goin through
Last time departed I was split in two
Like sorry that I asked, need a 3rd n 4th chance
Said the heart broke now it's time for runnin' up the bands
Why you frontin' on the man I been doin' what I can
I can't get no satisfaction goddamn
I always gotta feel a way though
And it's ok I don't pay attention maybe the wave broke
I'm feelin' tension won't hit you I'm just gone lay low
Through these obstacles runnin' just tryna make it home
Know I always wanna see you at yo best
But I ain't think that I would have to leave
And I got scars all on my chest but I won't let you see
And I can't breathe wit all these bitches round me
Know if I'm sober it ain't ever out of reach
And I won't call for help imma just let myself
Bleed

Wish they understand how good they got it
Hope they could switch roles to see how I got so rotten
Time to time again I find myself fighting
Fighting for respect I never gotten
I don't know how to joke around cause I was always the but of the jokes
Around sophomore year I checked out put myself on coast
Still didn't stop the constant need of a rope
The pain is forever gone stay
It's embedded in niggas
You either adapt to live with it
Or it's to the dirt with it
I chose the writtens... verses
Same difference

Flicking these ashes
They fall on my jacket
All of these habits make me hate my guts
Withdrawling
Does it look like I give a f*ck