Oblivious to no one's world but mine
I'm aware of my surroundings
F*ck you no matter what you say
I see your form of life, it sickens me to no end
You see through me but not what's inside
An evil being of misfortune
Discouragement is my bemoaning sign
Uncontrolled emotions, unfulfilled desires
Sadness spreads through me fruitlessly searching for a way out
A life of pain, and courage lost long ago I'll never feel happy again
To be followed through this life alone, I have no feelings
Nor do I care about humans anymore
My visions become blurry, in my dreams I am real I live forever
In life I'm blind I can't grasp reality, I'm vulnerable to diseases
My body is ridden with stench and decay
Is this all in my mind?
Or is this all just a dream, am I eternally sleeping?