Stefanion - I'm Too Numb Lyrics

Promised me lies
You were the one that made my heart die
Through all these rhymes
The way that I write it the way that I spill it the way that I prime
Every night I die
The memories of you come telling me lies
Corrupting my mind corrupting my
Bitch you cut through my heart bitch you cut through my heart
Bitch you cut through my heart and needed no knife

But I ain't be here for too long
No time for no hoes no shit anymore
Need my composure and need my real my bros
Or a real hoe bitch you already know
Riding this flow
When I had no one she swallowed my soul
Controlling my thoughts
The lesson is new one the whip is brand new one
The lesson is new one the lesson been taught
And she cut me deep
Yeah I just f*cked up I don't chill
Yeah I just made this shit for real
I ain't gonna find you be that real
Yeah I am shedding tears
I am the one who broke the seal
I am the one who just don't spill
Don't want problems but you ain't staying chill
Mind is running laps round a long track like a charge
She went through me like a stab and she f*cked up my heart
Yeah this bitch is mad she wanna kill me like a rat
She's just tripping with her style and she's showing her fake smile
Me on the other part I am just tweaking I've been sad
Every option seems so bad and now I am sitting on her laptop
Girl you cheated hard and I've seen this with my eyes
I remember that you cried I was gonna let that slide
But now I am the one who is smiling
You're just working nine to five and I know that shit is hard
All I want from you is to watch
Shawty you was bad girl you changing like a font
I felt useless from the start when I told you you're all I had
My dream in my mind I can't live it you are far
I've been tearing myself apart and I am losing for a while
No time for jokes I suffocate I am getting choked
By the love and the lack you show I mixed my emotions I am getting lost
I'm tryna get lit but you bitch just damn don't leave
Every day I am like oh jeez I can't keep up with them Gs
You stuck on my mind a real girl it's hard to find
A place where a man feels fine you ain't getting until you shine
In my mind I compute how a girl can look so cute
I just want to f*ck with you I just want to call you boo
I don't know what's wrong with life this is hell ain't paradise
It is dark it's not the light in the slums and I am getting thrive
I ain't feeling nice you f*cked up my soul and mind
Feel alone bitch I ain't lying all these dudes be she's so fine
And I am just asking how can I talk to you my darling
When all these boys are just be camping and you think it's everlasting

I'm just tryna heal up when I see you my heart speeds up
Myself is like damn I need her and I am singing like a speaker