stellar outlaw - Daredevil Lyrics

I shed my blood and tears
Knees bowed at the cross
But no matter
What I do
I always make
My parents cross
This bridge that's
Burning right now
That's just ancient history
So ignore the
Flaming ruins
It's been over
And crossed
Gone's the
Dried up skin
That you saw
When I was shedding
Cause I lost myself
Three weeks ago
I failed at moral betting
So I sit here
In the ashes
All alone
Silent and fretting
My moral compass broken
Someone tell me
Where I'm heading
Don't cry
For the old me
It's too late
And she is gone
She traveled
Somewhere else
She won't be back
Before the dawn
Not a moment's hesitation
She's a cloud
Of dust this instant
Why should I
Mourn the loss
She couldn't follow
Up her instincts
I'm exhausted and worn out
And I just need
To be reborn
To prove it
To myself
I'm not an
Object of scorn
To prove it
To myself
That I'm a rose
And not a thorn
I am the
Picture of defeat
Clothes tattered
Skin torn
I might seem
Like a hypocrite
But maybe
I'm just human
And I call myself selfless
Everytime that I'm using
Maybe that's ok
And I can live
With it one day
But I'm just sick
Of the preaching
And done
With the teaching
Brush off
All your prophecies
I'll stay being anomaly
Brush off
All your prophecies
I'll stay being anomaly
I'll stay being anomaly
And no one here
Is stopping me
I'll stay being anomaly
And no one here
Is stopping me
I sit in
Scarlet sanctuaries
Hoping no one
Sees me bleed
Ripped up
To my chest
A million stitches
More I need
Always try my best
Can't count the times
That I've confessed
But it hovers
At three thousand
It's a saturated deed
It's a saturated deed
Can you see
The way I bleed
I always beg
To be forgiven
For the places
That I'm driven
But I do not regret
The glorious darkness
I've been given
Lost my voice
Like yesterday
I don't remember
How to pray
At least that's what
My mother says
My hairs are
Quickly turning gray
I got no fear
I think I'm daredevil
I got no regrets
Maybe I'm just the devil
And up or down
I've reached another level
Yeah, and up or down
I've reached another level