Secret Video (MV)

Baby let me tell you what the deal is
It's been a couple minutes
Relationships have always been my happiness and weakness
The last one took my feelings
You prolly couldn't see it
But when I heard your voice I thought I might've found a reason
But you just wanna flirt
Everything about you got my body up in red alert and I been
Pushing through the pain and damn the past sure hurts but baby
I've been used before and yea like this ain't worth it (Straight up)

Baby let me tell you what the deal is
Cuz I got all these feelings
And I don't wanna think about it, I
Know it might be gone before the weekend
I'll keep it a secret
And find a way to live without it, I

I had to decline
I told her goodbye
I put it in drive, yea

I had some regrets
I had to forget
And put to the side, yea

But now I'm alone
With no one to call
I can't even lie, yea, yea, yea, yea

I was talking to a friend of mine
She wanted to confess
That even though it'd been some time
She cared about her ex
I told her she could speak her mind and this is what she said

She said
I've been soul searching, but it's not worth, I've been
Running loops getting curved like its cursive, he
Said he needed me I swear that he rehearsed it, I
Don't understand why I still have all this hurt

And I wanna find the one just as much as the next
But the things that we discussed made me pause and reflect
Like i dont wanna ever hurt somebody like that
Lead them on and break their heart instead of loving them back

So now instead of walking with my heart up on my sleeve
I lock it down and guard it like its Stephen from the three
And everytime I find myself get caught up in my feelings
I ask if this is love or just convenience, I mean it

Baby let me tell you what the deal is
Cuz I got all these feelings
And I don't wanna think about it, I
Know it might be gone before the weekend
I'll keep it a secret
And find a way to live without it, I

I had to decline
I told her goodbye
I put it in drive, yea

I had some regrets
I had to forget
And put to the side, yea

But now I'm alone
With no one to call
I can't even lie, yea, yea, yea, yea

Your ex gon give it to you (What)
Depression (Aw)
Put my heart up on my sleeve I guess I learned my lesson
Tried to stand up on my own and maybe get someone's attention
Back to playing all these games I'm tryna hug she stutter stepping
Guess we like that (Let's go)
Guess we down bad
Like
Sending all my feelings all my feelings coming right back
But I can't stop thinking bout the chemistry that we had
Meet up down in philly im a QB, she got me sacked

Wonder I still wonder if you think about me pleasantly
Wonder if you see that I can't help it with my jealousy
Took my heart and broke it it don't even make a felony
I fall deep in love like baby please forgive my tendencies

Think I don't, but I know
How you keep your suitors on the low on the low
I be up like go, I'll be yours, if you choose me
You make me look sorry

Baby let me tell you what the deal is
Cuz I got all these feelings
And I don't wanna think about it, I
Know it might be gone before the weekend
I'll keep it a secret
And find a way to live without it, I

I had to decline
I told her goodbye
I put it in drive, yea

I had some regrets
I had to forget
And put to the side, yea

But now I'm alone
With no one to call
I can't even lie, yea, yea, yea, yea