Stepsons - Trying Lyrics

Coffee to come up
Pills to come down
Shrink on the phone says
Breathe in, breathe out
While she's sighing
Lord knows i'm trying
Cause there's a dark grey sky
Inside of my mind
Say I'm great these days
But I swear they can tell
That I'm lying
Lord knows i'm trying
I'd like you to believe me
Wouldn't blame you if you don't
It's hard for me to see
More than a few feet down the road
Cause every day is
One step forward
And two steps back
All the hours move slow
And the years go fast
But I'm finding
My silver lining
Lord knows I'm trying
She says
Tell me what goes on
Inside of your mind
I just want to be let in
Time to time
Then she's crying
Promise I'm trying
I open my mouth to speak
But can't get the words out
Past my teeth
I'd like you to believe me
But even if you don't
I'll carry all this weight
As far as I can go
Cause even if it's
One step forward
And two steps back
I've got a spark in my heart
And one last match
And i'll go down swinging
With all that I have
One day I'll find it
My silver lining
Lord knows I'm
Trying
La dah dah dah
La dah dah dah