Still Shadey - Alone Lyrics

I just wanna be alone
I'm not picking up my phone
Sorry please just let me go
When I'm back I'll let you know
I need the Father, Son and Holy Ghost
You said you'll never let me go
So why do I feel so alone
Why do I feel so alone

I need to pause
Been through the wars
It's in my thoughts yeah
I can't take no more
Heard from the Lord
That you knew me when you made the umbilical cord
Double edge sword
Live by the sword I'll die by the sword yeah, I know
Crucifixion
The aint superstition
I need grace, please forgive em
I need your forgiveness, change my ways
I'm still sinning
Shadey don't listen
I know, I know

I need obedience
To fall is the easiest
I thought I was genius
I'm Adam in genesis
My spirit is grieving
Like God can you seeing this
I know, I know
Yeah

I just wanna be alone
I'm not picking up my phone
Sorry please just let me go
When I'm back I'll let you know yeah
I need the Father, Son and Holy Ghost
You said you'll never let me go
So why do I feel so alone
So why do I feel so alone

I Just pray that it works out
I didn't take my sabbath and now I'm all burnt out
Wrong decisions, car collisions, I need to learn now
Inner circle saying slow it down
Every week another booking wow
Still feel like I ain't good enough
Strongholds I need to pull em down
I was smiling, now I'm crying, its bipolar
Never been the one to give up, I pick my chin up, and I keep it sober
I was born in the winter time, this birthday I felt colder
Life is a rollercoaster, all fun till you throw up
They ask me if my okay
I just say that I'm okay
I ain't even try lie, I'm really trying be okay
Speak it into existence
Even though it ain't existing
Faith feel like I'm wishing
Father God I need wisdom
Now I feel like I'm crazy
I'm addicted to working
If I stop then I'm lazy
I continue you and worsens
I'm the reason blame
I'm in phase
Love me then pray
Love me then pray for me
Love me then pray for me

I just wanna be alone
I'm not picking up my phone
Sorry please just let me go
When I'm back I'll let you know yeah
I need the Father, Son and Holy Ghost
You said you'll never let me go
So why do I feel so alone
So why do I feel so alone