It's Time Video (MV)

But I
Fight this feelin
Every f*ckin' day
I can't even find myself today
Wakin' up oh blessin' up
What even the hell is blessin' up
This life is worthless
A life so cold
A life so dark
A life so shallow
College degree
And no where to breathe
It's been so long
Where I do I belong
Does it really matter
This dumb old chatter
Like a broken ladder
Goin' up gettin harder
The more I climb it
The more they judge
The more they laugh
The more they matter
The more they make me madder
Even when I try to try to try to make it
It crumbles down
It all falls down
I make myself drown
In a sea of frowns

Maybe today I'll find the words to say
Maybe today I will be the one to be
The one I said I'd be
F*ck I'm doing it again
Pinch me I'm dreamin'
Maybe today I'll find the words to say
Maybe today I will be the one to be
The one I said I'd be
F*ck I'm doing it again
Pinch me I'm dreamin'

I say I'll do it
To sit myself here down and do it
But all I get is writers block
And get distracted
By the itch from my own damn sock
My future
Staring at me in the face
The hell am I what waiting for
Is it this again
This anxiety again
Or just the fear of success again
Day after pay after day after pay
Had the money so high
Now I'm just watching it fly
This see saw I call life
This artist life I see shall thrive yeah
I guess I'll never know
I guess the heart will show
Or this big ol dream will just
Crash on me and let me blow

Maybe today I'll find the words to say
Maybe today I will be the one to be
The one I said I'd be
F*ck I'm doing it again
Pinch me I'm dreamin'
Maybe today I'll find the words to say
Maybe today I will be the one to be
The one I said I'd be
F*ck I'm doing it again
Pinch me I'm dreamin'

Sometimes I really like to think
This life's just a trap
But then it all settles in
And my mind goes on rewind oh I
Been to Berklee
Been to LA
Worked in LA
Where I found my new life
To produce this music
To direct videos
To take the top off
And drive the nice cars
To live on a cliff
To wake up on the beach
To skateboard Venice
To see sun all day
To see a new culture
To see a new light
To explore the old west
Run away from the east
To run from my past
Just to be a new me
Just to be a new Andrew
To die happily
To live happily
To thrive happily
To love happily
To see happily
To make new friends
To meet new people
To be in this world
Ya gotta switch it up people
When will I ever get to
Live this new life
I feel it escapin'
I can feel it scrapin'
On my bones on my knees
Can't stand it anymore
I'm at the brink
I just need to do this
To make it come true
Ya gotta work hard
And I'm finally finding
What it means to work hard
What it means to be sad
What it means to be mad
What it means to be glad
What it means to human
For my dream to be true
To see it come true
Want my heart to stay true
Want myself to be true
It's where my life exists
It's where my life begins
It's where my life is just
It's where I'm gonna die in this
Story that is my life
To write the best ending
Anyone's ever known
Dear god just pinch me

Maybe today I'll find the words to say
Maybe today I will be the one to be
The one I said I'd be
F*ck I'm doing it again
Pinch me I'm dreamin'