Endlessly bombarded with corrosive thoughts of self-deprecation
Wishing for an escape
From this downward spiral
There's nothing left for me here
In this unforgiving circuit of pain and fear
Nothing left to feel
Finally seeing through the veil
I tied over my own eyes
Everyone thinks they know me best
They say things could be so much worse
And that I should get used to it
Chemically imbalanced and torn up for you to see
Don't tell me to wipe away my misery
I know what I am
And we are not the same
Shed my mask for you to wear
No longer hide in shame
Break the stigma
I need help
There is nothing left for me here
Nothing left for me to feel
This veil once captivating me now reveals
The dread I felt is real
Slowly decaying
From the inside
Out
This is my last chance to be heard
To be found
This my last chance to be heard
Break the stigma
Lost beyond the lifted veil
Eyes clear
But the path obscure
Caught still in a circuit of despair
Break me free from myself
Let me mind finally snap my soul
Rip me open
Find me hollow
Set me free
I am hollow
Cosmically suffering
Just let this be the end
Break me free from this
Hollow vessel