I step outside my umbrella at my side
On my way to school its raining and its cold
Everyday I walk to class a different way
If I didn't it would soon get pretty old
Walk towards the street My feet can barely keep a beat
As I take the steps to move further away
I change my pace It's not a sprint its not a race
But it feels like that more and more each day
I step and wonder with every stride
What if I turn around and run back inside
'Cause I don't wanna go
I wanna go home
Preceeding every walk I put the key inside the lock
Pretend that it should turn the other way
I have to force it in and take it out again
Before my morning ritual is done today
Get out the door before I think about it more
Before I try to turn around and run away
I have to stop myself and tell myself again
That this isn't gonna ruin another day
I step and wonder with every stride
What if I turn around and run back inside
'Cause I don't wanna go
I wanna go home
Maybe some day we will be done with this
You'll never know just how much fun this is