Stranger - Time Lyrics

Cause I always feel like my times running out
Life is cloudy
Forced though the rain, for some people that eventually show
Didn't ever gave, any f*ck about me
Shit I'm drowning, and sunshine is all that I need
Maybe love-, but I can never trust that
Shit is pain, I don't gain by relying on love like substance
Ain't it some shit
Addiction is always destructive
Yet I've givin it more than I've gotten
And somehow I know that my life, will always be just that
Am I bitter for wanting, or is it me living my history
Still being haunted by mizery
Cause I ain't forgotten who I was before I was feeling me
I was a sorry excuse of a man
But look what the hell that shit did to me
I'm bad at looking for sympathy
Only reflecting because that is real to me use to be killing me
Now it's revealing what I can become
Turnin' the doubt into victory

Overthinking all my shit when my thoughts deepen
Often see that my future ain't that bright and my thoughts neither
Just a couple people see my demons
But f*ck it I got my reasons
I just tell em I'm behind on sleeping
I just spend so many nights weeping
But my weakness, is my teacher
Cause I'm just spending so much time alone
I just spend so many days feeling stuck in the past
Like I'm trapped in a photo
My boat floats, but I row slow
Can't postpone the stress, when there's holes in the floor yo
But know my best ideas come from, the moments that I'm feeling low
So that's likely the best place to write these raps from
And backtrace the steps that I made
No regret I cut off the dead weight
Know your head space design is self made
So I gotta go test fate
No rest day, I just gotta keep my head straight
Cause I know this ain't best day, but I have faith
And I know this ain't my last day in this rat race
That means I gotta get my act straight
And the road will always be lonely, but I know I'll get to that place
So if you really wanna ask me
"Can I make a change?"
I'll say "yes, but only if you do whatever that takes"