Striking Silence - R.A.M. Lyrics

I swear I heard your voice on the radio
I can't get you out of my mind don't you know?
I swear I see your face everywhere I go
In the clouds, in the bushes, on the street and in the snow

But you will never see
Your tendency for animosity
And I will never be the same

How come I can't erase these memories
Of the days when love was spoken fluently
How could I have acted so foolishly
When you said that love can end in cruelty but I
Didn't believe you
Blinded and leading to
This place in my heart that I call my home
Your life is so plastic
Unenthusiastic
Living so contradictory to me

I'm not much of an adapter
But you ripped out a new chapter
Now I'm struggling
Encompassing
Memories
What comes after?

But you will never see
Your tendency for animosity
And I will never be the same

How come I can't erase these memories
Of the days when love was spoken fluently
How could I have acted so foolishly
When you said that love can end in cruelty but I
Didn't believe you
Blinded and leading to
This place in my heart that I call my home
Your life is so plastic
Unenthusiastic
Living so contradictory

Woah woah-oh
Living so contradictory
Woah woah-oh-oh-oh

And I've tried to wash away
The stains of yesterday
But I'm drawn right back
I'm drawn right back
If I could find the words to say
When I say your name this way
But I'm drawn right back

How come I can't erase these memories?
I want you back with every part of me

How come I can't erase these memories
Of the days when love was spoken fluently
How could I have acted so foolishly
When you said that love can end in cruelty but I
Didn't believe you
Blinded and leading to
This place in my heart that I call my home
Your life is so plastic
Unenthusiastic
Living so contradictory to me
Oh to me
Oh to me
Living so contradictory
To me
To me
Living so contradictory to me