I never asked for this
Tear me apart my skin and my limbs
Forget my heart and head
It's this or you starve instead
I'm kind tired of this
My head's been a pain since it started
I never wanted this
A hope that's lost and forgotten
Breaking my chains for bliss
Sometimes alone and departed
Tell me I don't exist
I think it was you that I thought of
And I would steal a million stars
I never asked for this
Take me apart my skin and my limbs
Forget my heart and head
It's this or you starve instead
Forgive me for all your sins
That I can't be a part of
My thoughts controlled in depth
A language that you started
Leave me alone I beg
A life that feels like a pardon
A gift that I don't get
The poison killing your garden