Stuart Wilson-Smith - Over/Under Lyrics

One side for providence
One side for making sense
Put em up together and see what holds
Our final innocence
Determined by some choice and chance
What's it take to make a brother whole
And I want to know
Does it ever change your mind
Is there beauty in the silence
The wasted hours unwilding
And letting go
Does it ever change your mind
To love something completely
Without one foot discreetly out the door
Thought hard before I made
Up my mind in second grade
I want to see the world and take it home
But some years were unkind to me
Sometimes wished I didn't leave
Build up more than another story told
And I am wondering
Does it ever change your mind
The sacredness of feeling
When another's air your breathing
In and out
Does it ever change your mind
The mystery of wanting
Anything you could keep for yourself

The over/under's leading me to side with real romance
The kind where I divest myself of all my given ends
The over/under's telling me to wake up and be well
Cause being frozen where you dwell
Well it's a special kind of hell

Well I know in my head
There's this vision of being more
And I know in my head
I'm not always sure what for
Cause long after I'm dead
I'll still fit on a page
Buried here and age
But so much deeper underneath

It's kinda strange to think about
All the fear you could live without
If you only knew the pointlessness
Of waiting for a sign
Consolation
Joy and peace
Don't forget your curiosity
The moment you stop wondering
The wonders start to cease

The over/under's leading me to side with real romance
The over and the under says throw out the best-laid plans
The over/under couldn't be much more irrelevant
Cause there is more to life than this
Just what you did and what you missed
And we are so much more than this
Just what we did and what we missed