Seven years I've been sober as an alcoholic gets
Considering all of this, I wish I had a Chocolate Kiss
Cause it's bittersweet
A different me that didn't call it quits
Graduated to a coffin on a thrill-ride scholarship
And yet I still might want a hit
I keep my wallet empty
Debit go to Jack D and dinner at Denny's
I wish I never copped a bag of it at Burt Henry
I'd say I wish I left for school but then what there would tempt me
If I had a million dollars you'd be sure to catch me
It'd just start off as a habit for the more expensive
Like list my cocaine preference
Found dead in my residence
And I never had no talent so no Cobain references
And I'm thankful, move to New York to show my face again
He let down a whole generation
Generation
Generation
Miss my family, but scared to face them
So I'm heading back home now
2049
If you didn't catch the news, sure you didn't
Girls fine
She was f*cking in the dugout, laid on needle
That's mine
Rushed her to the hospital, she was there for the night
Check her this, checked here that
After that told her bye
Old Fisher must've missed it on the news
Am I right
Cause I re-upped overpriced
Off of that next night
Hurt someone besides myself figured high for an eye
Said my bedtime byes, like I did when I was five
To my Bongo beanie baby on my left bedside
Heat it up, let it ride
Horsey-Horsey let it ride
But I never rolled over to my side
And the next thing I remember
I was in the ER
Room caving in on me, feeling like I'm Eeyore
Doctor telling mom and daddy how lucky we are
And a new rehabilitation treatment using VR
So I put on RetroSpecs took me back to my raising
Put Shoulda-Shades showed me there was no escaping
Mambo No 9 showed me your no love of mine
Put my RetroSpecs back on face just to face it
Of course the tech stuff didn't help me socially
Told my friends to hope for me and caught a bus to Saugerties
Worked cleaning cars and I bought myself some groceries
Paved through Rocky Lanes on my own dad, focusing
On being a man
I made it here by thirty
Hate the term outlive
Cause most my friends died early
Is it living without 'em
Those thoughts concern me
But living without family
Is truly what's been burning
So I'm heading back home now
2049
So I'm heading back home now
2049
So I'm heading back home now
2049
So I'm heading back home now
2049
Welcome back to SINCERE YM
Yo, yo, yo we got that new pfish produced by Kozis.wav coming at you right now
Hit my line if you think it brings the ruckus, or it brings the suckus
Hard to believe they've been doing this for thirty years
Yeah, yeah
Son