Stumfol - Long Story Short Lyrics

I am trying to write this
I'll write down everything that was going on
I am not good at talking
So I am trying to put in a song

But you know it's hard to not hurt anyone
As I am trying to write everything that was going on

I felt like I lost it
I felt like I threw it all away
But as I got up every morning
I knew there's no other way

Life ain't always running on a straight track
And sometimes you realize there's no turning back

I really tried to fix this all by myself
But the more that I tried it
The more I began to fail
I lost control
As I got back home

I got deeper and deeper
As I was playing all kind of cons
I couldn't choose wisely
Between all the rights and wrongs

Everyday I was about to get things clear
But on and on I was held back by fear

I really tried to fix this all by myself
But the more that I tried it
The more I began to fail
I lost control
As I got back home

This thing came down as a house of cards
It was more than clear that I have gone to far
Leaving behind all these mental scars
Yes, I was caught by the thought that I could really

Fix this all by myself
But the more that I tried it
The more I began to fail
I lost control
As I got back home