Hey, it's been a while since we spoke
That's just the way that it goes
Looks like it's starting to snow
Things have been getting so cold
Know that I told you go
But lately I feel so alone
Its low but it seems like I don't
Trust no else in my home
You say that it's a mistake
That we still need time to grow
You say I play with my cake
Say it as if I don't know
I know I'm playing myself
But I need someone to hold
You say you're seeing someone else
You could keep it real and say no
I know that I filled you with pain
Didnt mean to make you cry
Know that this wasn't a game
I couldn't sit back and just lie
Though I'm not feeling the same
It hurts just say your goodbyes
Wish that I could stop your rain
I can barely handle mine
This isn't a permanent thing
Only until we get dry
Something like a winter fling
Just to stay warm lets get high
Try to forget all the woes
Reminisce on the good times
F*ck til we're not feeling low
You get your O I get mine
Maybe it's a wishful thought
That we could chill n not feel
Try and neglect our hearts
Guess it's me who should be real