StushKaiser - Prospect Lyrics

I can't seem to shake these thoughts
Everytime I try it's hard
I think that I've gone insane
Like a rattle in my brain
Sometimes I can't leave my bed
My whole torso feels like lead
I know they all want me dead
Maybe it's just in my head
Food was the last thing I want
But I like the joy it brought
Now I'm empty all again
Need me some serotonin
But these pills don't seem to work
Think they just bring out the worst
Tho i know I need some help
Don't think that I'll kill myself
Cause I know it's permanent
Not my type of commitment
Yeah I hate this fckin life
But I think I'll be alright