Long time coming, I've been running from the history
Trying to solve the mystery, what happened to what used to be
Chasing better moments, still glorifying memories
Hoping for new memories, better than what used to be
All our lessons came from the gutter
You knew we couldn't win
Still fought through the struggle
Losing family and friends, all I had was my mother
You told your lover, I'm your brother
Told your friends, I'm your cousin
Best friend, I'm your husband
Whole time, we've been f*cking
If all it takes is a post to make you single then f*ck you
That's all it takes to make you squeal
Then you know I don't trust you
I never needed y'all for nothing
I show love for the hustle
I see another nigga grinding
I show love like a brother
You niggas hiding me
I'm like that baby mama we f*cking
I mean, I quit her, you lucky
My brother went to the pen
And we barely penning each other
I know I'm known for the penning
But drop a pen and I'm penning whoever
My daughter told me, daddy chill
I pray for progression
Put you above me, thought you loved me
I'm learning my lesson
Knew I was blessed
Got revelations
Didn't need confessions
Did what you needed
I swear I get it
Please don't regret it
You know I won't forget it
I know I'm worth it
I hope you see it
Why don't you get it
Really, why don't you get it?
Know it, f*ck it, forget it
I knew you'd never listen
Can't even get your attention
I've been thinking
I've been asking questions
But your answers be confusing me
Say we just friends
You just don't know what to do with me
Wanna fit this ten in your ribs think you're using me
Told me let you live
Got me writing out our eulogy
Hard lessons, one for the lover
I see you schooling me
If love ain't ever late
I'm wondering if it's truant see (I love you)
Usually miss the Foolery
Lately you made a fool of me
Don't think you care about losing me
Unless it's just you and me
We used to be meant to be
Now it's like we should be
Remember what we could be
I loved you through everything
Now you got different dreams
Are you even listening?
Should we be or not, let's see
I'm hoping you slide through
But they saying you don't f*ck with me
All up in my DMs trying to find out when you seeing me
Posted up on Instagram
Saying all these niggas weak
But you're my onlyfans
Doing more than sneaking peeks
Some of your lil friends
Trying to hit me with the sneaky link
Wanna bust it open for a nigga
Welcome to the pink
I'm not a match for you
And all your demons gotta break the link
You only call my phone
When your body's screaming for the D
But they saying you don't f*ck with me
We should chop it up, let's cut the beef
When they talk about talent
You know it's clear to see
When they speaking about who is who
You don't mention me
I wasn't raised to keep quiet
I won't secretly beef
That ain't the source of my talent
Ain't no secret technique
I started learning by balance
I refuse to stay weak
Somebody ask me if I'm still out here chasing my dreams
I said I'm down for the cause all I need is a beat
And whenever you get the call
Just think about me