Deconstruction of self
A collection of various connections
And disconnections
Recollections fragment into sections
Disaffections painted picture
Tainted by mixture of self
Components holding as a whole like I don't get you
Cause I can't unblend you
Understand you
How can I mend you
If I can't even see you for who you are
I can't pretend to
I can't attend to your needs when I can't see
The deconstruction of me
Unblend, break out, break down
May all my selves be found
I'm deconstructing now
Unblend, break out, break down
May all my selves be found
I'm deconstructing now
I hear you in the wind
I feel you in the waves
I think we'll be alright if I just give you space
I think we'll be alright if I can give you some space
The dominant self, dad self, act defacto
Exacto precision is missing, I'm failing, embattled
I'm flailing, I'm frazzled, not bailing, but rattled
Like what are we doing here
You've got to give these others space
It ain't just you in here
Protect your self, or else your self, will self destruct
Your self yourself, I'm not even sure who self is
At this point, just help yourself
Cause if you lose yourself
Those who depend on you for self
Feel helpless, hopeless, focused
On why you didn't choose yourself
And they may blame themselves, I know that I do
That's another part of self that I need to give some space to
But I don't want to face you, even though I know I've got to
I've still got a lot to work through, I'm going to ground and then I'll try to
Unblend, break out, break down
May all my selves be found
I'm deconstructing now
Unblend, break out, break down
May all my selves be found
I'm deconstructing now
Unblend, break out, break down
May all my selves be found
I'm deconstructing now
Unblend, break out, break down
May all my selves be found
I'm deconstructing now