Subzero - Subside Lyrics

I have always promised I'd stay true to what I've wanted
I would hold my own in conversation
I'd start the day with an affirmation
But something's happened since
Someone broke my confidence
Now I swear I don't feel the same
Yet again I find myself to blame
I have always thought about
What people say when I'm not around
Projecting things internally
I'm so terrified of what I can't see
Cause something's always new
Another shot that rips right through
Another heart to break
I'm out of control, that's why I'm so afraid
Oh, I couldn't ask for anything else
But I'm just so tired and sleep doesn't help
I wanna stay but it's a little overwhelming
God please let my symptoms subside
My brain is aching, I'm in overdrive
All I do is think about you
I remember that night by the station
Said we'd leave right then without hesitation
It's silly to think of now
Cause that's something you've probably forgotten about
There's only so much I can do
I don't wanna leave all the memories I'm holding onto
And I hate how bad it hurts
But it's love and I guess that's how it works
Oh, I couldn't ask for anything else
But I'm just so tired and sleep doesn't help
I wanna stay but it's a little overwhelming
God please let my symptoms subside
My brain is aching, I'm in overdrive
All I can do is think about you
I wanna give you what you need
I'll hold my breath eternally
Think we knew what we wanted from the start
You know there's only one thing keeping us apart
I wanna give you what you need
I'll hold my breath, I'd hold it eternally
I need you to want me when we're apart
I want you to need me when life gets hard
But baby what's love if we're only breaking each other's hearts
But baby what's love if you only need me in the dark
But baby what's love if we're only showing half our cards
Baby what's love, what's love, what's love, what's love