Hair was out my window, watch it turn to dust
Baby send it to my lungs
Thought that I'd fit in but it never was enough
I know you don't wanna trust
A word I say, endless days
Think of August all the memories we made, things we drank
I can't relate no more, you're so much better than I think
I can't explain, no more words to describe, we just degrade
I know it can't be you and me
If I'm not the same no more
I know I cant be truly
The right guy to fit your mold
But when I drowned you threw me a lifeline
A warm blanket when I'm cold
Now it sounds so calm in the night time
When my phone don't show your name or ring no more
Listen to my favorite song, should've gone to bed
Play some shit that makes me think I'm cool inside my head
External validation swear it's better than your drugs
I could talk myself into doing shit I ain't done
I like to tell myself that I'm so f*cking cool
Walk around my room like the man, what a fool
Not too many friends around, f*ck it nothing's new
I got some abilities that I should've pursued
Hold up baby listen
Dial tone sounds so familiar
Heart attack if you picked up
Maybe I'll find something similar
Or just forget I ever missed ya
I know it can't be you and me
If I'm not the same no more
I know I cant be truly
The right guy to fit your mold
But when I drowned you threw me a lifeline
A warm blanket when I'm cold
Now it sounds so calm in the night time
When my phone don't show your name or ring no more