You said I've got to get this straight but you don't want to lead the way
I wish that we could get away but there is nothing to celebrate
I only want to be careless for a couple hours but my brain won't give me anymore
Other than on the surface
Everything else is perfect
I want to explode to pieces
So the pressure releases
I don't wanna be a stress ball for you to throw against the wall
I'm trying so hard to be brave it's no good for my mental state
I wish there was a better day when neither of us have a headache
I only want to be social for a couple hours but my brain wont give me anymore
Other than on the surface
Everything else is perfect
I want to explode to pieces
So the pressure releases
I don't wanna be a stress ball for you to throw against the wall
I want to keep all of the parts that were so close to our hearts
You can take the rest back bury it till we're back on track.