If you go
I'll always miss you
When you're not around
I see the snow
There's tracks from your shoes
Covering the ground
We could spend all of our days together
Holed up in our home
My best friend I'll love you 'til forever
Until the snow is gone
You make me feel
(Like a crumb to an ant when you eat me up)
You make me feel
(Like the very first time I saw a ladybug)
You make me feel
(Like a secret in the ear of a little kid)
You make me feel
(Like I really really love you just a little bit)
There I go
(No!)
Using the words I think I know
Feel the way they flow
Deep within my soul
And when I go
Lay me in gardens shroud in gold
Curse my crown
And split my bones in two
And leave me in the hole you found me in
You make me feel
(Like wind without rain)
You make me feel
(Like love with no pain)
You make me feel
(Like stars without a name)
You make me feel
(Like I've found my feet again)
Sometimes I get quiet
When I smoke I sink into the couch
It's not 'cause I'm anxious
I just forgot we were talking 'bout
Sometimes I play chess instead of finishing my finals up
Sometimes I feel lazy and I sleep past my appointments yup
It's just a couple weeks before I graduate
Take a couple breaths and write a journal on the balcony
How I find my center sometimes I could use the solitude
Dealing with ambitions and dysphoria but I love you
I should be more open I know you take me for who I am
We are stronger as a team and you love me for who I am
When I'm done with college I'll be back to following my own plan
Past four Sundays I skipped church god damn I think I lost my faith
But angels all around me still
My girl universalist
Crying when that hymn came on
Hold my hand I'm shaking shit
Almost done with college when I am I swear I'll try my best
Support my new family while staying true to my own quest
Good lord
You make me feel
You make me feel
You make me feel
You make me feel
You make me feel
You make me feel
You make me feel
You make me feel