Suvian - Prevail Lyrics

Does it ever get better?
Does the back and forth reveal a victor?
A younger me might have known
That boy he had a brighter glow

These days I'm cynical and wearing thin
Sort of stretched I'm losing the war within
I've dug out my trench
I've been calling for provisions
Meanwhile I fake a smile

I don't want you to know
This fight is mine alone
I don't want you to know
Let it go

Fire!
Breach the walls
Perfectly distracted
Carefully crafted
Sabotage

I look across to the mirror
Haven't seen me in days
Try to hide the fact that I'm not okay
The truth is I'm a coward; Anxious and afraid
Another battle lost because I don't know how to say

I want you to know
I can't do this on my own
I don't want you to go
Let me know

Fire!
Breach the walls
Perfectly distracted
Carefully crafted
Sabotage

I know I'm wrong
I'm worth more than I've led on
4400 days

I know I'm wrong
It's self sabotage
4400 days
Breach the walls