suwxp - In The End Lyrics

Aye, I'm back up on my bullshit and I've been in that mode again
And I can't let nobody cross me, so I can't let them in
I'm fighting all this pain that they can't see, I hold it within
And when I'm in the booth, I'm never writing, I'm just punching in
You f*cked up that bond and you came back tryna make amends
And I was such a dumb nigga, I turned around and let you in
And I don't f*cking know when this pain going to end
But imma look out for my people, we going to ride to the end
And I gotta keep that strap on me, I tuck it in
I be paranoid, I'm clutching on that Glock in my pants
I be creeping late night, bitch, I'm out for revenge
You got to do it by yourself, a lot of people not your friend
A nigga had to learn that the hard way, took it to the chin
And that pain give me motivation, nigga, never giving in
They'll do a nigga wrong and act like I'm the one that did
So I really got to keep my distance
I ain't going to lie, a lot of people from the past, I forgive them
Cause I know that we all fail, I know we some sinners
And I be up late night, a lot on my mental
I'm coping with that pain I endure, can you listen
Nobody on my side, I can talk to and vent with
I try to stay in my own lane and mind my business
But they going to wrap me up in the BS can't listen
No, I ain't fin to give that shit, no attention
Back up on that bullshit and I been in that mode again
And I can't let nobody cross me, so I can't let them in
I'm fighting all this pain that they can't see, I hold it within
When I'm in the booth, I'm never writing I'm just punching in
You F*cked up that bond and you came back, tryna make amends
And I was such a dumb nigga, I turned around and let you in
And I don't f*cking know when this pain going to end
But imma look out for my people, we going to ride to the end