Svntxmvlx - Fall Lyrics

I don't like to feel this pain I smoke away to feel relief
That numbing feeling that slowly creeps and sweeps you off your fuxking feet
I feel defeat I've reached my peak
But I'm the same the same ol me
I see the flames in front of me
My son is sad he's mad at me
Can't you see what I mean when I say I'm a fiend of this weed lsd dmt
I am a slump I can't even speak
I'm shaking at night I feel the mystique
Stuck in my head in memories
I want her to stay I want her to feed
All of my thoughts I think I'm in need
I know how you are I know that you see
I am f*cking lost instead of searching I'd rather smoke
I can't move my body it's numb and useless like before
All I see is people drowning happy and alone
I hear this voice singing softly in my head shes home
I will give her everything the day she takes control
My third eye still closed and I don't know if I'll see at all
I'm taking every drug to help me die and take that fall