Swank Diesel - Mental Warrs Lyrics

Ma always keep it real
The power in my mind
Got too many ones who love me can't think of suicide
A lot of oohs and ahhs
Ima go out with a bang
Ima stand and die for mine and I don't even much bang

My last name is what I claim
That's all that I got
I made something from nothing so give me my props
They don't wanna see me prosper they wanna see me fall
It hurt but i don't show it I'm human after all
Now i gotta ball

I was popping pills and stuffing weed in them raws
So much pain inside I'm having Mental Wars
I do my good deeds and get no rewards
So much pain inside I'm having Mental Wars

I was popping pills and stuffing weed in them raws
So much pain inside I'm having Mental Wars
I do my good deeds and get no rewards
So much pain inside I'm having Mental Wars

I'm self conflicted it's a problem what I'm gonna do
They tell me lead the way your lil bro he look up to you
Thinking bout it all like damn if they only knew
Thinking bout my little brother damn I envy you
Cause you could crack a smile and it'll lighten up the room
Or You could crack a joke and lighten anybody's mood
But me I rather be alone that's what I'm use to
But me I rather be alone I don't feel comfortable
Being round people wish I was invisible
F*ck it pop a perc now I feel invincible
I knew that I was slippin knew I had to catch myself
I know that ima make it I don't need nobody's help
Cause time after time I trust and then they let me down
My heart forever on my sleeve until I'm in the ground
I wanna be up on tv and make my mama proud
I told my family that I got em that's without a doubt

Ima always keep it real
The power in my mind
Got too many ones who love me can't think of suicide
A lot of oohs and ahhs
Ima go out with a bang
Ima stand and die for mine and I don't much bang

My last name is what I claim
That's all that I got
I made something from nothing so give me me props
They don't wanna see me prosper they wanna see me fall
It hurt but i don't show it I'm human after all
Now i gotta ball

I was popping pills and stuffing weed in them raws
So much pain inside I'm having Mental Wars
I do my good deeds and get no rewards
So much pain inside I'm having Mental Wars

I was popping pills and stuffing weed in them raws
So much pain inside I'm having Mental Wars
I do my good deeds and get no rewards
So much pain inside I'm having Mental Wars