SwayWarm - Proper Life Lyrics

I'm livin' the proper life
They tell me it's gon' be alright
No you are not in my mind
Feel like I have lost my mind
But this life ain't proper right
I get it's fun but drugs aren't right
That's what they say tryna change my mind
But I don't wanna change my mind
I'm livin' the proper life
They tell me it's gon' be alright
No you are not in my mind
Feel like I have lost my mind
But this life ain't proper right
I get it's fun but drugs aren't right
That's what they say tryna change my mind
But I don't wanna change my mind
I'm steady up pushin', I'm on these drugs, I push it
It's like a button, I push it
But each to their own, I won't push it
Yeah, this subject got a little sensitive
And I know I sound stupid
Yeah, I'm takin' these pills to the face
No I'm not feelin' good, no, I'm not feelin' great
Life is a book, gotta turn the page
But it really don't hope, don't erase the pain
I really wanna find wealth just to flex and gain
And buy some pills to numb my pain
I feel so low, wanna blow my brains
I'm screamin' out as I fade away
Take painkillers to kill the pain
I mean shit, it's in the name, ya dig
Yeah, what happens if I die, does it all come to closure
Yeah, the suffering and sorrows won't be here no longer
In hell I roam, in hell I go, inhale then I'm gone
(yeah inhale then I'm gone)
I'm livin' the proper life
They tell me it's gon' be alright
No you are not in my mind
Feel like I have lost my mind
But this life ain't proper right
I get it's fun but drugs aren't right
That's what they say tryna change my mind
But I don't wanna change my mind
I'm livin' the proper life
They tell me it's gon' be alright
No you are not in my mind
Feel like I have lost my mind
But this life ain't proper right
I get it's fun but drugs aren't right
That's what they say tryna change my mind
But I don't wanna change my mind