The Swizzle - Rain Check Lyrics

I vilify myself, but was it worth everyone else?
It's getting harder to tell
It's getting harder to tell

It's getting harder to tell
It's getting harder to tell
It's getting hotter than hell
It's getting harder to tell

I cut the rope on the rocks while I was screaming for air
It was too hot on the surface saying
"How did I get here
How did I get here
How did I get here
How did I get here?"

Blessed are the second best when put to the test of unremitting remorse and regret
My eyelids are shuttering I'm stupid and I'm stuttering
I can't make sense and I can't let it go
I'll take a rain check on a bad trip
Was it worth it?
Yeah, I saw some sick s***
I'm shining- shuttering- I'm stupid and I'm stuttering
I can't make sense and I can't let it go

So caught up enough on nothing
While she waits by the river unguarded to see how this all plays out

It's getting harder to tell
It's getting harder to tell
It's getting hotter than hell
It's getting harder to tell

Un-abided to see how this all plays out

I'll take a rain check on a bad trip
Was it worth it?
Yeah, I'm sure of it
Yeah, I saw some sick s*** shuttering- I'm stupid and I'm stuttering
I can't let it go and I can't get enough
I'll take a rain check on a bad trip
Was it worth it?
Yeah, I'm sure of it
Yeah, I'm shining
Keep on searching
The unturned stone is the one worth turning
Enough is enough