[ Featuring Ray ]
I can't relax, Wake up go back, My mental taxed, No i can't just relax
Yeah, I shot my shot, but I missed my goal, tried to save myself from the rest of the world,
Find peace, find truth, find sanctity, in the words that I write, and the standard that I meet,
I tried, I did, least I'm here today, can't believe all the things that I used to say,
It's hard, living my life in cards, tryna take a chance from a pile that I can't disregard,
But not me, I say it every day like I'm starting up my prime, but I'm not,
I can't be,
This shit ending up like a wish of what can be,
Shit sour like candy,
Getting me mad from the start, it's like the shit I used to get in,
Dodging all the blame but guilt would always set in,
Used to think smart but now it's like I'm betting
Yeah now I'm just lost,
No where to go,
Yeah you broke my trust,
Guess I was just too slow
But this thing we had,
Just felt too real
But now i know, it was, nothing more than a meal
Got nothing more, you expected nothing less
Least i got this stuff right off my chest
But now im back trying, no striving to be my best
Cuz now i know, cant fool me twice, living to the fullest, finally see a clear light,
Goin out, workin in, buildin up a life, got me f*cked up thinkin need me a wife
I stay, 10 toes means i stand up high,
But i, stay level cuz i know i'm fly,
But the, devil knows that i'm that guy,
And i, always choose to compromise,
I'm not, scared to go through with you,
I'd rather, just try to make a move,
Then i'd, try to leave you a clue,
Since i, may already know you,
The typa girl you are,
Know that we can't go far,
Some day we may exchange, but,
Till then let's stay the same, cuz,
It's hard to then move on,
Knowing we sharing a song,
F*ck all of this bull shit now,
I'm jus trying to stay strong,
If i go then im gone
If I come ima stay
We made such a tight bond
I thought i aint make no mistake
But guess now im on my own, make my own typa way
Cuz f*ck all that other bull shit f*ck you mean I gotta wait?
I got a new journey, n intuition, making these sounds, marking my existence,
Never back down, bitch im resistent, its just a new path, know im always dishin,
Making new music, but dont like the song, if i ever disappear, it wont be for long,
Just gotta clear shit from within my head, better deal with it now then wait instead
I can't relax,
Wake up go back,
My mental taxed,
No i can't just relax,
I stay, 10 toes means i stand up high,
But i, stay level cuz i know i'm fly,
But the, devil knows that i'm that guy,
And i, always choose to compromise,
I'm not, scared to go through with you,
I'd rather, just try to make a move,
Then i'd, try to leave you a clue,
Since i, may already know you,
The typa girl you are,
Know that we can't go far,
Some day we may exchange, but,
Till then let's stay the same, cuz,
It's hard to then move on,
Knowing we sharing a song,
F*ck all of this bull shit now,
I'm jus trying to stay strong,
