When you noticed how you felt
You struck a fire in your hands
And shoved me hard onto the ground
Hear your footsteps pound behind me
You caught up fast
Grabbed me by my shoulders
And screamed please leave me alone
The wind stung my tear-stained face
But I broke free from your grasp, and
Picked myself off of the ground
Started to run
And it flashes by
The car rides and our jokes
You throwing your head back laughing, and how I'm alone now And how you don't have to be
Why do you want me?
You don't f*cking want me
And you're not f*cking sorry
You don't feel at home anywhere you go
So why the f*ck would it be with me?
You don't feel at home anywhere you are so why the f*ck would it be with me?
I can't tell you what we had
But it's alive in both our dreams
We're dead and married in jeweled green bloody marshes
Where the oil spill sea shells that once lived there
Glimmer crack and rot
Till they remember
You don't feel at home anywhere you go
So why the f*ck would it be with me?