Tapping The Vein - Sugar Falls Lyrics

What am I doing here?
What am I waiting for?
Will somebody fall from Heaven And join me on the floor?

Why am I holding Out, Pretending it might make sense?
I will not understand this any better then.

If Sugar Falls all over me:
If Sugar Falls then we'll see
So, I'll wait, as I always wait, as I always wish for something more

What if I try escaping
hoping for some repair
and then what if all of this
Heartache follows to find me there?