Vent Video (MV)

I'm losing time, losing sleep
Thoughts in my chasm, way too deep
Can't tell if my mind is bent
I just really need to vent
Will you listen, will you care
When I call will you be there
Can't tell if my mind is bent
I just really need to vent
I'm losing time, losing sleep
Thoughts in my chasm, way too deep
Can't tell if my mind is bent
I just really need to vent
Will you listen, will you care
When I call will you be there
Can't tell if my mind is bent
I just really need to vent

I've got a girlfriend
I've got friends
But the feeling, it never ends
Feeling like I ain't worth shit and it tends
To go unnoticed, yeah
No one knows it, yeah

All I ever do is be there for you
That's just the kind of thing that I do
With all of my pain that no one knew
You'd probably end up just like me too

I never put myself first cuz I'm not important
My fix is making other people feel like they worth it
My music and that only serves as deterrent
To keep me waking up with my stomach churning

I can't keep holding on to this
My mind can't move on from this no

I'm losing time, losing sleep
Thoughts in my chasm, way too deep
Can't tell if my mind is bent
I just really need to vent
Will you listen, will you care
When I call will you be there
Can't tell if my mind is bent
I just really need to vent
I'm losing time, losing sleep
Thoughts in my chasm, way too deep
Can't tell if my mind is bent
I just really need to vent
Will you listen, will you care
When I call will you be there
Can't tell if my mind is bent
I just really need to vent

I'm losing time, losing sleep
(I'm sorry I never said anything before)
Thoughts in my chasm, way too deep
(I tried to bury it and I tried to ignore)
Can't tell if my mind is bent
(I couldn't bare the idea of spreading my problems)
I just really need to vent
(I never wanted to add to anyone's problems)
Will you listen, will you care
(Selflessness leads to tiredness)
When I call will you be there
(Oh what I would do for some bliss)
Can't tell if my mind is bent
(What am I supposed to do? Be selfish?)
I just really need to vent
(Either that or just stay there lifeless)
I'm losing time, losing sleep
(Been like this the whole damn time)
Thoughts in my chasm, way too deep
(Had to write this all in a rhyme)
Can't tell if my mind is bent
(Cuz I can't say shit to anyone's face)
I just really need to vent
(About how I have these messed up days)
Will you listen, will you care
(I can't and don't want to be a burden)
When I call will you be there
(Knowing that I'm not the only one who's hurting)
Can't tell if my mind is bent
(My mom calls me a fixer and now you see)
I just really need to vent
(The one person I could never was fix was always me)