I never know how to start these
I just know that time in my head and my feelings spark these
We never talk, not a hi stranger, not a what up
Left alone long enough you always seem to come up
Just my luck, coming from work I seen her in passing
I was sitting in traffic, she was looking fantastic
Struttin' in them heels, dripping black girl magic
Glow up so real, though she never looked bad it's
Like a real life when you're dating vs. when you break up
See her in the street, hair done, face made up
She work hard, play hard, bi-monthly vacay
Photoshoot ready, the ex and the squad, slay mates
Try stay out your DM but tonight I had to hit 'em up
Who that in your story? He ain't hashtag him enough
You kidding right, this ain't really what you 'bout now
You a queen, make him kiss the crown, make him bow down
You lost your chance, you already had your turn
Ain't you busy with work and girls
Plus it's none of your concern
Nevermind what it look like, all this shit ain't what it seem
I know I'm making this music, like I'm living out my dream
But this dream a nightmare without you, its a cruel joke
Icarus, wax wings, this life the sun, I got too close
Guess that's what I get for tryna fly, without the proper equipment
Please don't believe what you read online, me and these women
Wine and dining these dimes, these vixens don't give me nothing
I'd trade 'em all in a second for a woman with some substance
The woman with the substance
The only thing I need
And I been done with the games, say it straight, no subtext
This me, transparent, nothing reserved
Its absurd it took this to get me to grow up and mature
Know I took you for granted, you deuced and I had to take that
I chose this beat 'cause it remind me of that Drake track
That you love, you love playing out in your headphones on high
With a gram of sativa and double shot of rye
I can picture it now, you never opened your eyes
You only listened, I hope that's the way you listen to my
I mean what is this. An apology
I'm doing great right
'Cause I ain't said sorry but still hoping you acknowledge me
I'm prideful and you know this
I'm trying, praying you notice
How hard it is for me to show this
Its tearing me up
Think of this as my 4 page letter
I know you deserve better
Girl you should have it all and that ain't even enough
Excuse me if I'm getting ahead of myself
But think I know where you belong
Call and tell me if I'm wrong
You got me rolling
No papers I'm so high
My fly is elevated by your fly
Your guy aint nothing a show guy
Come by and feel me, yup inside
Your eyes a galaxy unexplored
Voyager, in your space nine
Can't deny
You're a star I see so bright
Light up the skies
Fill up my life
I See you
No matter where you are
I wanna be right where you are
Where you are
Oooohhh
Can't Lose You
Whether you're near or far
I wanna be right where you are
Where you are
Oooohhh
Can't Lose You
Whether you're near or far
Just wanna be right where you are