So since I'm not your everything
How about I'll be nothing
Nothing at all to you
Baby, I won't shed a tear for you
(Shed a tear)
I won't lose a wink of sleep
'Cause the truth of the matter is
How've you been replacing me
'Cause you know I've been replacing you
I've been living good, but I've been making do
Got a list of what I wanna say in booth but
I only write when I miss you
Jealousy though I had dismissed you
Telling me you're fine (But who text who?)
You're in my life like a spectral, oh
Taking her to where we used to go
You got a fake me, so I know it's mutual
Another boy to show around your town to discover himself
But you text me when you get home
From drinking with him, we just can't keep up this shit
You said we can't even be friends, well I tried
Goddamn, when my D with your lips
Once again, I feel like we fit, but I lie
Why do I keep tabs knowing it'll hurt me
Or f*ck you when you're in town knowing that you cursed me
Telling me you'll be in DC, how do I feel about that?
No response's what you're earning
At least you're consistent, been flip-flopping location on me since last summer
Say we'll be together in the city then you getting iffy
Gotta reconsider my path when you pass on me
That was every week, so don't come to NYC
This time I won't get tricked by your one-eyed dream
You never saw my perspective
Ay
And I fear, and I fear, and I fear, and I fear, and I fear
And I fear, you're irreplaceable
You say he's handsome, took you motorcycle riding
But he's just not me, he's just not me
I asked her why we always f*ck, let's go out to eat
But then we gotta speak
And that's gotta be the hardest part of it
Even harder than the sex when I pull out all the moves that I learned with you
Choking and pulling her hair, but that back just doesn't look right without your tattoo
You used to write stories about me and us, and now he's got his own
Next to mine, you posted
Only time I write about her, I write about you
You've finally got your moment
When I was with you, I was too preoccupied
With you, to be writing thoughts of you down
You want a dramatized view like I had written those girls
But they weren't around by then
But you were my life
You told me you've got everything now, but something feels missing
Well I'm sure not the solution, but truthfully I'm glad that you miss me
Now you're seeing girls like you said you would
Did I ruin men for you?
Somehow, that's got me more jealous 'cause I can't even compare what I meant to you
Is she gonna bend you over, hold you closer, make you shudder
Heart aflutter, or did he accomplish it?
I'll go to her tonight to get the feeling somebody wants me, shit
And I fear, and I fear, and I fear, and I fear, oh no no
And I fear, and I fear, and I fear, and I fear, you're irreplaceable
Why won't you stop haunting me
Every time that you're drunk, always blow up my phone
Probably came back home, from your brand new bone
I've been doing OT, you've been moving slowly
Don't assume you know me
I've been on my motherf*cking grind
You don't own me
And I fear, and I fear, that you're irreplaceable
And I still f*cking hear, all the sounds I made you moan
In my weakest moments, oh
Her heart beating on me, but she knows (You know, you know)
You got me scared to put my trust in anyone
When it's all said and done
They might not be the ones that I met
But I might love them still
That's just part of the deal, ain't it? (Ain't it, ain't it?)
And ain't that what you wanted, girl? (Ain't that what you wanted?)
Keep me begging so you'd never be replaced
Away from all of my friends
With your all your empty promise
So you're the only option
But I just can't be tamed, no
But I got a replacement
This city's my replacement
And every time I look up
I just see
Everything
That you can't give to me