The Garden Video (MV)

Yo It started off when I was eight
The mistake of taking in what Lord knows I should forsake
Too young to realize what these action would create
Imature before the IMX and sex would be the bate
Fulfull the taste of my lust just for a moment
Porn had me zoning rushing home to get it going
Videos doing numbers Heather Hunter, Nessa Blue
Every clip teaching me on what to do and how to move
But really i aint have a damn clue
Too young to understand the things that i am feeling
Just mimick what the clips revealing till my seed is spilling
Images of different misses in my head but same ending
No pot to piss in wanting lots of women
Swapping digits to swapping kisses so young I missed it
Just mesmerized by what my flesh was getting
A bad boy like the 90s pistons
Or Diddy dancing next to Biggies misses
Too young to realize it's an addiction
Naw i just think I'm living

I was perfect in that garden why I bite that fruit
Man Fig leaves won't cover up this truth
Man this is how it started
My issues started off as a youth
Man fig leaves wont cover up this truth naw
See I was perfect in that garden why I bite that fruit
Man Fig leaves won't cover up this truth
Man this is how it started
My issues started off as a youth
Man fig leaves wont cover up this truth naw

It progressed at 11 years old
First time that wasen't digital or centerfold this here what i was looking for
I was meant for this Im nervous but i down wit it
She 18 so she showing me how and what to kiss
I came quick but it was just one of many events
Since then my childhood would consist of how much chicks i can hit
It didnt matter who or who she was with I was obsessed
I dont know the names of most of these broads i was a mess
Started getting depressed cause voids wasent met
Im simply still empty but searching for sex
Not sure how low i can get
Im hurt from i love you's that never were meant
They just love doing this i fell like love dont exist
But It dont stop me from indulging for temporary pleasure
She say that she can make me better so Imma gonna let her
But now that it is over I just wish i never met her
Replace her with another then forget her and forget her Man

I was perfect in that garden why I bite that fruit
Man Fig leaves won't cover up this truth
Man this is how it started
My issues started off as a youth
Man fig leaves wont cover up this truth naw
See I was perfect in that garden why I bite that fruit
Man Fig leaves won't cover up this truth
Man this is how it started
My issues started off as a youth
Man fig leaves wont cover up this truth naw

Fast foward to age 15 I'm in the church now
Thinking things will change cause i dont wanna deal with lust now
Dated the choir girl she thought sex would be ok
Next girl i fell in love but i fearfully didn't stay
Next i dated Monique and shorty didnt play
Tried to kiss her on the cheek and she told me to go away
She's was abstinent a virgin exactly what i need
So i lied and said me to, scared if not that she would leave
But still i struggled but its better to marry then to die
And i thought my lustful ways could be cured sexin my wife
The only problem is marriage will Never cure lust
So all the issues that effected me is now effecting us